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I wonder as I wander

I wonder as I wander

I wonder as I wander

Every writer has good days and bad days: times when the words just flow onto the page, as if by magic; and times when you seem to spend much of the day gazing out of the window, tidying your desk, looking up words in the dictionary – anything but write. As William Goldman put it, sometimes ‘The easiest thing to do on earth is not write’.

 So what to do when inspiration is absent? My strategy is simple – shut down the computer, close up the study, put on a pair of comfortable walking shoes and a warm jacket, whistle to the dogs to come, and head outside for a long walk. The setting doesn’t matter (although I have found that different settings create different kinds of ideas); it’s the action of wandering that seems to free the part of my mind that’s struggling.

Walking is, I suppose, a kind of meditation. I free my mind from thinking about what I’m writing, and just let it wander as I wander and associate freely from thought to thought. Often ideas begin to form, and I just leave them floating about without pouncing on them hungrily. A half hour or an hour later I return home, and usually I’ll find I have a new direction or a new idea I’m keen to try. Hot drink in hand, I’ll return to the study and write and write.

In my previous blog entry I introduced you to the works of the French writer Anatole France. One of his aphorisms strikes a chord with my experience of the relationship between walking and writing: ‘Wandering re-establishes the original harmony which once existed between man and the universe.’ I think the word ‘wandering’ is key here – these aren’t quick marches for fitness, or to get somewhere; my ‘writing walks’ are ambles, meanders, wanders that reconnect me with the world around, which of course is from where I source my inspiration.

Walking in this way isn’t only a means to access the muse; there’s also a certain comfort and connection to be felt – a sense that while I walk I follow in the footsteps of the many writers through the ages who have found inspiration while walking.

Have you ever read the poetry of William Wordsworth? Whenever I’m out on a writing walk, I find myself reciting his most famous poem: ‘I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud’. It reads thus:

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.


Continuous as the stars that shine
and twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretched in never-ending line
along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
tossing their heads in sprightly dance.


The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
in such a jocund company:
I gazed – and gazed – but little thought
what wealth the show to me had brought:


For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

Beautiful, isn’t it? The poem was inspired by a walk William took with his sister Dorothy in the Lake District – Dorothy wrote about the walk in her journal, and when William read her account he was inspired to write the poem. What I love is the first line, which is just as I walk when thinking, and the ending – the fact that the setting so affects him afterwards, when he is back at home. This is the very essence of wandering and writing: taking home the inspiration provided by nature.

 

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